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Dear God...

What did I do to deserve this? I have always tried to be a good person and a good shinobi, and to serve the village and Tsunade-sama, and to do everything I can for the sick people at the clinic... and now...

I want to not feel like this anymore, but I can't help it. And now he's with... with her! Of course, she looks better... but it's not like he can tell... can he? She can't take care of him like I can... she probably isn't reading to him... or... or anything but... UGH. She's... she's so sneaky! I wonder if she was planning this!

I have to stop before I cry. I can't cry anymore... I've cried enough over this...

I should make a note to myself that apologies don't matter. ,_,

Current Mood:
depressed depressed
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I've... I've returned! It was a successful mission!

I feel horrible about what happened before I left. I want to... I want to make things right... a little bit... even if I'm pushed away...

I want to work in the hospital on a regular basis, I've decided. I'll feel useful, and needed. It's good to feel needed.

Current Mood:
lonely lonely
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Another birthday, come and gone! I'm getting so old! Okay, no... I'm aging gracefully. Isn't that it? Except I'm not OLD, am I? :O!

As it is, I'll be a student for the rest of my life. But... there's so much to learn!

I got myself a birthday gift! Not that I'll have the occasion to use it... but... I've wanted it and now I HAVE it! Yay!

Current Mood:
good good
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I wonder, I wonder... what does this mean? If Tsunade-sama is going to step down, does that mean we'll be on the road again? Will I be her apprentice again? There is so much more to learn... oh, so much more of Tsunade-sama to learn, too.

I... I think Asuma-san is wonderful and all, but I would never want to leave Tsunade-sama's side, ever. I don't think she would make me, anyway...

Current Mood:
anxious anxious
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I would have never ever ever ever ever thought that Tsunade-sama would ever ever ever ever ever do what she did the other night. Ever. What she did, and then... then what WE did.

I keep thinking about it, though, and... and... I can't keep my eyes off of her while I'm working... I know she knows I'm looking at her! I know it! She hasn't told me to stop, though... so...

Maybe it'll happen again. I hope. Until then I have memories and my fingers to keep me company.

Current Mood:
horny horny
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There's always so much going on in Konoha! I overheard some Academy students saying how BORING it is around here, and I would have corrected them except I was taking Tonton for a walk, and I didn't think Iruka-sensei would appreciate the result of such a cute little piggy wandering around! Anyway...

It's been getting colder at night! I think I need to buy some warmer nightclothes!!! And maybe something for Tonton, too. Pigs get cold, too, you know!

Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
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It's so sad that that mission failed. I wish they could have caught that Uchiha Itachi...

Tsunade-sama works SO hard. I think that she needs a little vacation... although I wouldn't tell her that, because then she WOULD take it, and run up more debts... oops, I'd better set this to be private, so she doesn't see it... X____X

Current Mood:
busy busy
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Tonton is still feeling not-quite-as-a-pig-should. I should really call a vet... I don't want to bother Tsunade-sama, because she's so hard at work... sometimes... and there are so many worrisome things happening now.
Current Mood:
distressed distressed
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There are so many missions coming in these days! I hope we can find shinobi to take them. Some of them are so important...

But that Naruto... he came in today, asking for a "really cool" mission. I was so happy that Tsunade told him to get lost. She should do that more often.

I think Ton-ton ate something bad, because she's moaning a lot. I should take her to the veterinarian if she doesn't feel better, I think.

Current Mood:
working working
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